lowest point, flying high

today i reached one of the lowest points in my life. sick in the cold, rainny new york friday, and carrying enormuse amount of pressure from work. and all aspects my life just make me feel like a failure. i said all i want is to make this a better world, but i don't know how. my dear brother encouraged me to build a blog. he said the blog is "just like a magic," and it's like a "chemistry" between me and those who also want to make this a better world but don't know how, or haven't realized this is also what they want to do. so, thank you my brother, 大偉.